I know that I will be accounted for.
I will be accounted for my friends' behaviours.
You know,
it is sometimes confusing to have friends from both sides of the world. You just could not blend in here, nor there. But you could mix well with them. You knew the topics to both sides. You knew who clicked with who and who doesn't. You knew them very well to know their likes and dislikes. You knew what could make them cry and what could make them laugh.
Yet,
you are not from the both sides, but they like being friends with you. Or even best friends. Though you are still reserving some of your thoughts, you still get along with them; who they are and what they wear. It is simply either you ignored, or,
you are just plain hypocritical.
Yes, hypocrite.
You know, the feeling of not wanting to lose them albeit the personality clashes, attitude problems, ignorance, backbiting, and whatnot.
I am sorry, dear friends, if I am being a hypocrite.
But I just could not help it. I did advised, I did what I could, for you to think of being someone better. I did not try to change you, but to persuade you into being the better you.
And I am sorry, dear friends, if I am being a hypocrite.
But I just could not help but noticing that you have changed to be someone better than me, thank God. But that does not mean that you can look down on me with my yet-to-change attitude or even my yet-to-change friends, with that, 'Hey, did you not advise them? Why'd you still hang out with them?' thinking. Or even worse, drifting away or putting up a barrier between us and
act as if nothing happened.
Come on!
It is part of your responsibility, too. Oh, now that you have changed and they are no longer your friends, hence no longer your responsibility?
Then I guess you have become worst than them.
♥5:54 AM
